Visited my old friend at the nursing home. She has shrunk further .... and depressed (compressed) further.
The place she is being moved into recently is a hell house. It is a bungalow by the road side with cement compound all around. She is staying in a small room with 2 other inmates. Ventilation is poor, the cheap ceiling fan produces noise instead of wind ..., the room is warm. With sunlight piercing through the closed windows and thin curtains, it is an oven.
This is the fourth home she is has been moved into. Moving places itself is traumatic for an 80+ years old.
Her room-mate is a 60 years old lady with Parkinson's disease. Today her condition takes a sharp turn. Her limbs shake, voice trembles ....
"I am going to die...".
Requesting the home staff to sit her on a wheelchair for easier feeding was fallen into deaf ears. Their attitude and manners are simply #$%$#@& disgusting!
It is a living hell ....
Dear Risen Lord, set them free ....
from human sinfulness,
anger and sorrow,
lies and betrayal,
sickness and pain
physical restraints.
Dear Lord, restore their freedom,
breaking free from this living hell,
soar high into your everlasting peace and happiness!
Amen.
Later in the afternoon in a supermarket, thinking of buying a packet of groundnut (my favourite) to enjoy myself, it is priced at RM3.50 (120gm/pkt)... swear not to touch this brand again... with the 『 like』 sign， #&*^%$ More depressing !
这是令人情绪低落的一天。
今天我们到老人院探望老朋友。她更消瘦了。。。也更消极，身体也更收缩了。
她刚被送进的这间老人院，简直就是人间地狱。它是坐落在大路旁的一间洋楼，四周都是水泥覆盖，热气腾腾。
她住在一间三床的小房间，空气不流通，里面闷热。那支便宜的电风扇，只发出声音，不觉风的足迹。房间窗门关上，太阳穿透薄薄的窗帘，简直就是火炉。
这是她第四次被换的老人院。对一位八十多岁的老者来说，搬迁到一个新地方，本身就是一个很大的冲击。
她的其中一位室友，是一位六十岁的妇人，患有帕金森氏症。今天她的状况很差，四肢颤抖的很激烈，但却不能移动身体。
“我要死了。。。”
我要求员工帮忙把她从床上扶坐上轮椅，以便喂她食物，但他们不理睬。他们的工作态度及礼貌，真是他&%￥#@王八乌龟种。
这是人间地狱！
复活的耶稣，求你解放他们。
从人类的罪恶，
谎言与背叛，
疾病与痛苦，
肉身的束缚。
亲爱的主，给他们重拾自由，
从人间地狱中获得释放，
高翔的进入你那永恒的平安及喜乐。
阿门。
在下午，到一间超级市场，想顺便买一包最喜好的花生来享用，但一看价钱，RM3.50 一包！誓言以后不要动这个牌子的花生。。*&^%$# .. 心情更加更加的低落。加上『赞』的手势，简直就是讽刺！
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