十一月二十八日，我在这个部落格癌症斗士里写到：
“ 目前他还要定期回院检查，也祈求癌细胞没有扩散。他现在的愿望是医生能够尽快的给他做上假牙，以便能够好好吃喝。他的味觉在电疗过后，完全损坏了，希望经过一段日子，能够逐渐恢复，让他生活的有点乐趣。”
这是患上下颚癌的赖玉宏兄弟（Simon Lai)， 在我去探访他时的心愿。
十二月十日，他到回吉隆坡中央医院复诊，并看看接受了33次电疗之后的 全身CT Scan 扫描报告。
在我探访他的时候，他曾轻轻的说，希望癌症细胞没有扩散，一切就从此安好，他可以好好休养及平静的生活。当时，我没有说什么，但心中相当肯定，从他的良好康复中，以后会一切安好。
一切都不安好！
扫描报告显示，他的脊椎骨尾端数节，已经有癌细胞的出现。
2016年最后的一天，我再次的在国家癌症中心（IKN ) 见到了Simon Lai。他在圣诞节过后就进来这里，接受五次的电疗。脊椎骨已经给他麻烦，感觉到很疼痛，医生加重止痛药以舒缓他的痛苦。
他还可以自己行动，没有太多的埋怨或悲伤。他告诉我，医生说，这次的治疗非常的“长手尾”，意思是艰难及需要长时间。
我不知怎样安慰他，也不知道要说什么。。。。
他在一月5号接受了最后一次电疗，当天就出院。
他在印务局工作了数十年，生活平淡简单。我认识他也有30年了。他为人善良，喜爱帮助他人，不说人坏话，对兄弟姐妹非常的关怀。因为他在加影工作的方便，载送侄儿、女上下学是他忠心不二的责任，十数年如一日。。。
好人都要受苦的吗？我无语问苍天😢😢😢😢😢
On my blog posting Cancer Fighter on November 28, I wrote:
" His only wish right now is to have denture fixed as soon as possible to allow him eating and drinking more "tastefully", and pray that cancer cells do not spread to other parts of the body."
This was the wishes of Simon Lai when I visited him then.
On December 10, he returned to Kuala Lumpur Oncology Department for a follow up visit and find out his CT Scan result after his 33 times radiotherapy at the National Cancer Institute (IKN)
During my visit on November, he mentioned that hopefully everything is all right after the lengthy treatment, and prayed that cancer cells did not spread. what he wants is a peaceful and quiet life after the ordeal.
Things are not good.
The CT Scan showed that cancer cells were found in the tail end section of his spinal cord.
On the last day of 2016, I met him again at the IKN in Putrajaya. He was admitted into hospital after Christmas for 5 sessions of Radiotherapy on the affected spinal cord.
The spinal cord already giving him pain and discomfort. Doctor has given him strong pain killer to lessen his suffering.
He was able to move about and complained none. He told me that the doctor said the treatment process would be long and difficult.
I did not know what to said, how to console him ....
He was discharged on Jan 5 after the last session of Radiotherapy.
I knew Simon Lai for more than 30 years. He worked in a printing company in Kajang for decades. He is a kind man, helpful and caring. He speaks no ills of others.
Why do good people suffer .... I asked my God, in silence....Why? 😢😢😢😢😢😢
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