A depressing day.
Visited my old friend at the nursing home. She has shrunk further .... and depressed (compressed) further.
The place she is being moved into recently is a hell house. It is a bungalow by the road side with cement compound all around. She is staying in a small room with 2 other inmates. Ventilation is poor, the cheap ceiling fan produces noise instead of wind ..., the room is warm. With sunlight piercing through the closed windows and thin curtains, it is an oven.
This is the fourth home she is has been moved into. Moving places itself is traumatic for an 80+ years old.
Her room-mate is a 60 years old lady with Parkinson's disease. Today her condition takes a sharp turn. Her limbs shake, voice trembles ....
"I am going to die...".
Requesting the home staff to sit her on a wheelchair for easier feeding was fallen into deaf ears. Their attitude and manners are simply #$%$#@& disgusting!
It is a living hell ....
Dear Risen Lord, set them free ....
from human sinfulness,
anger and sorrow,
lies and betrayal,
sickness and pain
Dear Lord, restore their freedom,
breaking free from this living hell,
soar high into your everlasting peace and happiness!
Later in the afternoon in a supermarket, thinking of buying a packet of groundnut (my favourite) to enjoy myself, it is priced at RM3.50 (120gm/pkt)... swear not to touch this brand again... with the 『 like』 sign， #&*^%$ More depressing !
在下午，到一间超级市场，想顺便买一包最喜好的花生来享用，但一看价钱，RM3.50 一包！誓言以后不要动这个牌子的花生。。*&^%$# .. 心情更加更加的低落。加上『赞』的手势，简直就是讽刺！